February 3rd, 2021

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MASTERPOST: If I Ever Lose My Faith - (Dean/Sam, AU Sam/Dean. R)




Title: If I Ever Lose My Faith
Author: amypond45
Artist: bluefire986
Pairing: Dean/Sam, Dean/AU Sam
Rating: Mature
Tags/Warnings: Major Character Death, infidelity, grief/mourning

Summary: As a final FU to Dean, Chuck kills all his friends, then Sam. The next moment, Dean (with Sam’s dead body) gets sucked through a rift into an alternate universe where an alternate Sam has just lost his brother. Together, these two grief-stricken hunters find comfort in each other and, eventually, learn to find a way to live without their brothers.

Author’s notes: The first 6K of this story was written before the finale. Once the finale happened, this story took a very different turn than what I had planned originally. Many thanks to my wonderful artist, bluefire986, to yohkobennington for the beta, and to the mods of the deanwbigbang for another year of Dean stories.

READ IT ON A03 | PART ONE | PART TWO | PART THREE | PART FOUR | PART FIVE | PART SIX | PART SEVEN